Good God! Can you still get us home...

Spot

2009-12-02T12:42:04Z

Lips cracking and peeling. Hands shaking. Body temperature's rising. Mind-losing. (Sanity too) Head's ripping. Throat's dying.
I'm dying physically, mentally, and spiritually. Literally. I'm sick again. I'm damn cold now, but I know I'm running a certain temperature. I'm trying my best to finish my work. I hope I won't black or konk out. I think it's a pretty serious matter to faint and wake up in a ward. I'm awake for close to 30 hours. God bless me. I just don't have the energy to do this anymore.

Waiting...

2009-10-24T10:23:36Z

alright! finally an amateur barista at www.papapalheta.com. and now, i'll have to put more effort in latte art. and the correct amount of milk/froth needed for each coffee beverage type.

aside that, i have fucking p3. i need ideas and concepts. also in less than a year... it's graduation... so that means it's the last few days of havoc and entertainment in the high flying years of our youth. soon it'll be intern, final year project, and then national slavery. which literally translates to: the beginning of adulthood.

baitntackle @ 2009-10-02T13:56:00

2009-10-02T05:56:51Z

my eye hurts, and it's swollen yet again wtf! i need it to subside if not i can't work tomorrow.

baitntackle @ 2009-09-27T18:46:00

2009-09-27T10:51:20Z

it was all wishful thinking i guess.. i'm never good enough.

Mr. Big : Just Take My Heart on repeat.

they say

2009-09-27T06:50:46Z

baitntackle @ 2009-09-25T02:58:00

2009-09-24T18:59:15Z

berserk

and the angels will join me... bring out the dead! bring out the dead!

2009-08-29T14:40:49Z

how much it takes
how much's at stake

the world's at stake.
"Open your eyes, child, your sea is changing"

God, put me to sleep

2009-08-23T20:35:31Z

guessed it was just a beautiful dream after all.

It's just out of reach, to join i would need the wings the heaven denied me.

2009-08-19T17:02:51Z

i'm fucking sick and tired of everything. sadly. i should've gone to SAE.
oh god i need your strength.

"sometimes you leave because you really want to stay"

2009-08-19T00:53:02Z

haha rox i took your line! anyways...
it seems that every tuesday of the past 4 weeks are the only happiest days
amongst the whole month. queer but true. thank god for oh, sleeper uploading
songs every tuesday from their new album, son of the morning, which is due release on august 25th.
still stoked about that, but this block has already drained me to a state which i hate to be in.
i have no time to do what i really wanna do, but oh well, life sucks like that, can't help it.
i wish this would be over soon. august isn't such a great month after all.
i wanna get a job pretty badly, and yeah i wanna head to soundwave 2010! sick lineup seriously.
and whoa in a blink of an eye, it's semester 2.2 already. and soon it'll be SIP, FYP, graduation.
reality - a speedtrain journey in life till death. but for now, the only thing i'm looking forward to's
BAYBEATS! fucking anberlin woohoo and for better endings. and not to mention audiocean too.
i too wish i could play on the stages of baybeats one day... and P2 please fucking end now i
don't wanna do this anymore.

sweet darlin'

2009-08-12T15:44:48Z

All that i know

Is you change something in me

I envy

The power

You have

My hearts stirring

So just kiss me

One last time

Before you go

If i let you leave

Promise you'll return to me

Darling

Keep my distance

You say

While holding my hand

I love it when your this close to me

Because you speak

So intently

As you say

Come kiss me

One last time

Before you go

If i let you leave

Promise you'll return to me

One lat time

Before you go

If i let you leave

Promise you'll return to me

(yeah)

Darling

(Ohhh)

One last time

Before you go

If i let you leave

Promise you'll return to me

One last time before you go

If i let you leave

Promise you'll return to me

Darling

I fear a world without the sun, but never who wished it gone

2009-08-11T16:45:34Z

i guess i don't belong at all.

for what it's worth

2009-08-04T16:25:15Z

i need to settle my fucking mind down and fucking start on my fucking work. i expected august to be a good month but fuck no.

the mountains, of indonesia

2009-08-01T21:49:50Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EUEU REDHEAD PENIS CUNTFACE ASSWIPE

hope you had a great bday celebration man.

new materials coming up woohoo

baitntackle @ 2009-07-19T16:35:00

2009-07-19T08:35:44Z

please note that im yours to keep, my beautiful girl

so long, and good night.

2009-07-08T17:25:45Z

cos you, are the brightest star.
a guardian angel i shall be

this is definitely love i'm feeling

2009-07-05T17:22:43Z

2nd day

this is not going anywhere out, it's actually diving in more and more. nothing can escape from a black hole. oh well.
i don't feel like starting on my work. i don't feel like doing anything. i just wanna lie down and star-gaze, with my darling nicotine. i wish that feelings are like sold in capsules or something. i want a blank capsule now.

crazy 18

2009-06-27T03:04:46Z

omg, seriously, really, thanks everyone for the wishes! im deeply touched, and especially to wenchong joey larry mus and sonia. it was the craziest and funnest night cycling ever. from swollen nips to smelly tofu to psychedelic-colored sea cucumber sighting. seriously, thank you guys so much and im damn touched. i have never had a birthday like that before it's out of the world! really, i thank everyone sincerely from the bottom of my heart!

lovefool

2009-06-25T17:37:32Z

quote: if you love someone, let go.

"why are you so good at dodging? i keep missing you" haha nice one marcus.

i lied

2009-06-25T03:44:41Z

your ex lover is dead
haha how weak and pathetic i am man.

maybe some hot girl like megan fox will save me later LOL
naivevity...

the lady luck

2009-06-24T16:29:37Z

can't wait for transformers 2, and this sat's drinking.
shit megan fox might jolly well appear in my dreams tonight

high hopes in velvet ropes

2009-06-24T01:05:14Z

This call is meant to be brief
A simple hello ending with goodbye
Then you say hello, now I am melting
And now my goodbye becomes a goodnight

I don't mind if you don't mind
Please say you do not mind
If this call goes on all night
'Cause I have more to say
My afternoon was okay
My evening was fine
But this night, I want it to be
The best night of our lives

Sweet darlin'
This is my confession to
The crimes of wanting you badly
And darling, if you're wondering
Here's your answer;
Yes, I like you.
I don't love you
I can't love you...
...yet.

These calls are getting longer
And these nights go on forever
I do believe I'm getting better
Knowing you hopefully all of you

Sitting watching movies,
We both know I do not watch a bit of it
'Cause I am much to busy
Leaving my hand close enough to hold it

Sweet darlin'
This is my confession to
The crimes of wanting you badly
And darling, if you’re wondering
Here’s your answer;
Yes, I like you.
I don't love you
I can't love you

And I cannot stop thinking about you
I cannot stop wondering
If you’re constantly thinking about me
Don't close your eyes dear, I'm still staring
I won't lie dear, I'm still breathing
Even though your beauty is breathtaking

Sweet darlin'
This is my confession to
The crimes of wanting you badly
And darling, if you're wondering
Here's your answer;
Yes, I like you.
I can't love you
I can't love you
Or at least I do not think I do...
...yet.

hello, baltimore

2009-06-20T08:09:31Z

faith

2009-06-18T19:17:32Z

omg, i'm so hungry, and i didn't even bother to get food. reason being? i lost my appetite.

http://athena-grace.deviantart.com/art/Faith-87121944
current thought.

i'm still stoning

2009-06-13T19:51:14Z

omg, sudden surge of sadness.

and i feel so lifeless. tsk